“I am not what I ought to be, I am not what I want to be, I am not what I hope to be in another world; but still I am not what I once used to be, and by the grace of God I am what I am” ― John Newton
My heart resonates with John Newtons words. In case you are not certain - that is the same John Newton who wrote Amazing Grace and was the captain of a slave ship - buying and selling human beings before he met Jesus.
Well, I was thinking about my life - my life before I became a Christian - that day that I prayed in surrender by faith in Jesus one Sunday in September 1976 and the path my life has been on since then. Oh - I was a pretty "good" and polite guy - as far as the people knew - but I had my demons - like everyone else. I was lost in my sin at the core. Another point of interest - my wife was kneeling at my side as we both prayed and were both born again that same night. God is good - all the time!
But now the righteousness of God apart from the law is revealed, being witnessed by the Law and the Prophets, even the righteousness of God, through faith in Jesus Christ, to all and on all who believe. For there is no difference; for all have sinned and fall short of the glory of God, being justified freely by His grace through the redemption that is in Christ Jesus - Romans 3:21-24
My children and others who have known me since my rebirth cannot believe that I could be anything other than what I am today. But my heart resonates with John Newton as I must echo his words
[Today - still] I am not what I ought to be, [most certainly] I am not what I want to be, [clearly] I am not what I hope to be in another world - [in heaven] ; but still I am not what I once used to be, and by the grace of God I am what I am - [to which I say - Thank You Jesus]
There is a song by Charity Gayle - Thank You Jesus For The Blood - these are the first 2 verses and chorus
VERSE 1
I was a wretch, I remember who I was I was lost, I was blind, I was running out of time.
Sin separated, the breach was far too wide But from the far side of the chasm, You had me in Your sight
VERSE 2
So You made a way, across the great divide [You] Left behind, Heaven's throne, to build it here inside
There at the cross You paid the debt I owed Broke my chains, Freed my soul and for the first time I had Hope
CHORUS
Thank You Jesus, for the blood applied Thank You Jesus, it has washed me white
Thank You Jesus, You have saved my life Brought me from the darkness into glorious light
Can you sing that song or at least say the words and mean it? Oh - I hope and pray so!
Can you echo the words of John Newton? Oh - I hope and pray so!
Or how about these words
Amazing Grace how sweet the sound that saved a wretch like me
I once was lost but now am found
Was blind but now I see!
And if not - perhaps you are reading this because God wants you to know that He loves you and He has a bigger and better plan for your life. And it all starts by surrendering your heart and life to Jesus.
“The word is near you, in your mouth and in your heart” (that is, the word of faith which we preach): that if you confess with your mouth that Jesus is Lord and believe in your heart that God has raised Him from the dead, you will be saved. For with the heart one believes unto righteousness, and with the mouth confession is made unto salvation. For the Scripture says, “Whoever believes on Him will not be put to shame.” For there is no distinction between Jew and Greek, for the same Lord over all is rich to all who call upon Him. For “whoever calls on the name of the Lord shall be saved.” - Romans 10:8-13
Does that seems too simple - too easy? Well ....
God chose the lowly [simple] things of this world and the despised things—and the things that are not—to nullify the things that are, so that no one may boast before him. It is because of him that you are in Christ Jesus, who has become for us wisdom from God—that is, our righteousness, holiness and redemption. Therefore, as it is written: “Let the one who boasts boast in the Lord.” - 1 Corinthians 1:28-31
If you are a Christian and John Newton's words or mine resonate with you - leave a brief note to let me know they do.
Or if you were not a Christian but confessed and believed in Jesus as you read this then let me know that as well so I might rejoice with you and welcome you to the family of God my brother or sister.
Think about it – Pray about it – Believe it – Walk in it. Let your light shine and give God the glory.
By Faith Alone By His Grace Alone And For His Glory Alone